Ya know, sometimes I forget to give myself the credit I deserve. I am pretty hard on myself at times and I expect quite a bit. I can allow myself to get stressed out or overwhelmed by my anxiety or my bad days, but realistically I should be proud. I have come so far, even in just the past month and a half. If someone were to tell me that I'd be happy, in love, and overall in a pretty good place, I would've laughed in their face. I was at my absolute rock bottom. I was ready to give up, I had lost hope. I lost hope in love, in my health, in life and ultimately in myself. It's truly a blessing that I'm here today, that I received all the help I did.
Nonetheless, I couldn't of done it without the love and support that has surrounded me. You all know who you are. You have made this journey that much easier for me. I know I am still going to have days where I struggle. I still have plenty of room for improvement. I have faith now that I will get there, that I am going to get all I want and deserve out of life. You have all helped remind me of that. As a very wise man keeps telling me... baby steps. Take one thing at a time and it will all work out and be okay. Sometimes I think we all just need to take a step back and look at where we are, how we got here and be thankful.
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